When i am thirty

When I am 30

When I am 30…. I will be half a man I will have half a way I will be half grown I will be half educated

When I am 30 I will be half settled I will be half succeed I will be half believed I will have half belief

When I am 30 I will be half asleep I will be half awake I will be half planned I will be half dreamed

From now on I will be start a step I will be start a plan I will be my own boss I will be my own freedom

Hey life…. Are you ready? Ready or not? Here I come!
က်ေတာ္ ၃၀ ျပည့္တဲ့အခါ…
က်ေတာ္ ၃၀ ျပည့္တဲ့အခါ
လူလားတဝက္ေျမာက္ခဲ့ျပီ
ဘဝလမ္းတဝက္ေပါက္ခဲ့ျပီ
အရြယ္တဝက္ေရာက္ခဲ့ျပီ
ပညာတဝက္ ေတာက္ခဲ့ျပီ

က်ေတာ္ ၃၀ ျပည့္တဲ့အခါ
အနည္တဝက္က်ခဲ့ျပီ
ေအာင္ျမင္တဝက္ ထြန္းခဲ့ျပီ
ယံုုၾကည္တဝက္ ရွိခဲ့ျပီ
ယံုုၾကည္တဝက္ ရခဲ့ျပီ

က်ေတာ္ ၃၀ ျပည့္တဲ့အခါ
အိပ္ျခင္းတဝက္ဝခဲ့ျပီ
နိူးဖိုု႔တဝက္ စခဲ့ျပီ
စီစဥ္တဝက္ ေျမာက္ခဲ့ျပီ
အိပ္မက္တဝက္ေပါက္ခဲ့ျပီ

အခုုကစျပီး….
ေျခလွမ္း တလွမ္းထပ္စမည္
စီစဥ္တရပ္ထပ္ကမည္
ငါသာ ငါ့သခင္ျဖစ္ရမည္
ငါ့ဘာသာငါ လြတ္လပ္မည္

ဘဝေရ….
အသင့္ျဖစ္ျပီလား
ကိုုယ္ကေတာ့ လာျပီ။

A Chen2:19PMMonday16th Jan 2012Bangkok

Love last as lust (19th May 2011)

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I thought I love Might be I wrong? Again and again I look I found
Your smile was sweet But now what’s wrong Again I look The like was gone
I thought I love But now I found The love I think Was not at all
So was it love Or like I asked And now at last I found just lust
P.S. What my friend said was true…
A Chen 6:37 PM 19th May 2011 Thursday By the Sea hotel Cape Panwa Phuket Thailand

ကဗ်ာ အသုဘ စာ အသုဘ

ကဗ်ာ အသုဘ စာ အသုဘ

AC:
နင္နဲ႔ငါရဲ႕ ကဗ်ာေတြေသျပီလား
နင္နဲ႔ငါရဲ႕ စာေတြ ေနျခည္မျဖာ
နင္နဲ႔ငါရဲ႕ ၾကာရွည္ခင္မင္ရာ
ေလေနတာ ေဝေနတာ ေၾကြေနရွာ

နင္ေရာငါေရာကဗ်ာေတြခမ္းေနသလား
နင္ေရာငါေရာ စာေတြ ပမ္းေနသလား
နင္ေရာငါေရာ အမွာေတြတမ္းေနသလား
ေလနီၾကမ္းလာရာ
ေျဖမဆည္လြမ္းနာကာ
ေသမည္မွန္းမၾကာပါ
ေအာ္…
ငါ့နွယ္ ေျမမဟီကမ္းသာသာ

BS:
ဘုရားေဟာတဲ့
မတည္ၿမဲတဲ့သေဘာမွာ
ငါတို႔ ကဗ်ာေတြေရာ
ပါေနေလေရာ့သလား . . .

မုန္တိုင္းေတြ ပ်ာယာခတ္
မိုးစက္မိုးေပါက္ေတြ
ကေဗ်ာက္ကေသာက္ေျပး
ဒီလိုေဝးေနၾကရတဲ့ ေဆာင္းကလည္း
အာရုဏ္ကြန္႔ျမဴးျခင္းေတြ
ၿမံဳေနေလရဲ႕ . . .
ႏွလံုးသားႏွယ္ . . . နံနဲ႔နဲ႔ေျဖမဆည္ ။

AC:
My oh my
Where my lyrical themes?
Why oh why
Where are rhythmical lanes?
Cry oh cry
When my memories sane?
Try oh try
When will my poems rain?

BS:
Line by line
I’m losing my rhymes.
By and By
All nice dreams have flied.
Time by Time
Weeping heart will stop me cry.
Die and die
My rotten inspiration slowly die.

BS and AC
9:12 PM
8th October 2010
Friday
Online
Yangon and Bangkok

22 century

22 century

Sun Melting us slowly Heat Growing unknowing Men Sweating like drowning People! Speeding like blazing Lives Hazing with dazing

Seasons Changing like ending Wind Blowing like groaning Streams Crying out drying Leaves! Falling like trembling Trees Ending like dying

Earth Dying woefully GOD Where were you sleeping????????????????????

A Chen 12:43pm 11 July 2010 Bangkok

My kind of relation…

My kind of relation…

I want to feel like
Wake up in the morning
Totally naked in bed
Feeling totally vulnerable
Without coffee

A naked GOD looking man
Walks towards me and kiss
He said,
“Got a meeting at ten
I’ll have to leave”,

Then he looks into my eyes, asked;
“Feeling cheap?”

I smile satisfactorily and answer,
“It is OK, fine,
Just leave the money on the table”.

!!!

A Chen
19th February 2010
2:55 am
Home
Bangkok

Unexpected

Unexpected

Unexpectedly…..met
Unexpectedly…..young
Unexpectedly…..sweet
Unexpectedly…..liked
Unexpectedly…..brought him back to the Hotel
Unexpectedly…..kissed
Unexpectedly…..make love (There! I said it, it was making love and I meant it….it was not just some fuck)
Unexpectedly…..had to leave
Unexpectedly…..still thinking about him

It’s been xxx days
Unexpectedly…..still thinking about him

And now finally today
Unexpectedly…..he called

I wish…I am not…..
Unexpectedly…..fall in love………..

Well at the end of the day
The bottom line is
Everything is “UNEXPECTED”
Full stop

A Chen
1:06 am
11th July 2009
Home
Bangkok

Innocent encounter

Innocent encounter

Smile……
A shining smile
Light
Spark through my sight
He smiles

Blind….
My heart goes blind
In a blink of an eye
I blind
By his shining
Smile

Walk….
I walk across the room
Make my way to say
Hi…….!
Then I pop the questions….
Why oh why…

Are you…..?
Would you like to…?
Do you…….?
How about…………..?
Ok!
See you then.

Kiss…
Such a sweet kiss
We shall never release
I will never switch
With whatever it is
Hell on earth
I shall not miss
Other then your sweet lips
Is my only wish
So…………..
What do you say?
Would you be my
One and only wish
For a long, long list….

A Chen
4:21 am
21st June 2009
Home
Bangkok
(Wrote while Yogie sleeping by my side

so innocent, cute, lovely, charming)

My Irrawaddy

My Irrawaddy

Lovechild of May-kha and Mali-kha
Bride of the histories
She is…
My Irrawaddy

North to South
From the beginning till the end
We own as whole
In Myanmar
She is…
My Irrawaddy

From the silvery snowy Himalayas
Through the ravines and across the mountains
To the plains she comes
Queen of the rivers
She is…
My Irrawaddy

Gently now she streams around Legendary Bagan
(For) Kings may come and Dynasties may go
But she…
With unswerving intentions
Is always true to her people
She is…
My Irrawaddy

“Crack” – There goes the rice pot of the Delta
Broken in pieces.
Men they come and they go
Trash may ride along her waves
Becoming the Delta we grow nowadays but…
She is… (Still)
My Irrawaddy

Gold panning
Mercury rising
Fish dying
Human suffering-
What’s left?

Whatever it takes
She will go on forever;
Flow on forever
Where will the sun set one day?
Somewhere by the river bend
…………….
She is…
My Irrawaddy

Somewhere anywhere
Let us meet by the next river bend
Just you and me
……….
My Irrawaddy

Addy Chen
12:45am
15th May 2009
Home, Bkk

တီ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းရဲ႕ စာအုပ္အတြက္ေရးေပးတဲ့ကဗ်ာေလးပါ
တီ အရင္က ျမန္မာ လိုလဲေရးဖူးပါတယ္ ခုဟာက သူ႔စာအုပ္အတြက္ မို႔လို႔ english ေရးေပးတာပါ
စာအုပ္ က coffee table စာအုပ္ပါ
ျမန္မာလိုပါ ျပန္တင္ေပးလိုက္ပါတယ္ ယွဥ္ၾကည့္ရေအာင္ပါ
တီ့ ကိုယ္တိုင္အေနနဲ႔ကေတာ့ ျမန္မာ လိုေရးရတာ ပိုအားရပါတယ္
စကားလံုးေရြးခ်ယ္ရတာ က အစေပါ့ေလ
အၾကိဳက္ခ်င္းေတာ့ တူခ်င္မွတူမွာပါ
ခံစားၾကည့္ၾကပါ
ဧရာ၀တီ
ေမခ နဲ႔ ေမလိခ ကေန
စလာလိုက္တာ
သူေပါ့
ရာဇ၀င္မ်ားရဲ႕သတို႔သမီးေလ
ေျမာက္ကေနေတာင္
တို႔ျမန္မာ တျပည္ထဲပိုင္တာ
အစေရာ အဆံုးေရာေပါ့
ဟိုးျဖဴျဖဴ နွင္းေတာင္လႊလႊ ကစလို႔
ျမစ္က်ဥ္းေတြ၊ ေတာင္စဥ္ေတြျဖတ္
ေျမျပန္႔ကို သူေရာက္ခဲ့ျပီ
ျမစ္မင္းဧရာ၀တီ
ပုဂံ ကို ပတ္ေခြကာစီးဆင္း
လူမင္းေတြ ဘယ္လိုေျပာင္းေျပာင္း
ျပည္သူေတြကို မေျပာင္းခဲ့တဲ့
သူ႔သေဘာထား
ခုထိမရိုးေသးဘူး
ေပးဆပ္ဆဲပဲ
ျမစ္၀ က ဆန္အိုး
ခုေတာ့ကြဲခဲ့ေပါ
့လူေတြျဖစ္လာတယ္
လူေတြပ်က္သြားတယ္
အမႈိက္ေတြေမ်ာလာတယ္
နႉံးေတြျဖစ္သြားတယ္
ေရႊေတြက်င္ေတာ
့ျပဒါးေတြကမ်ား
လူေတြနဲ႔ငါးေတြက….ဒုကၡမ်ား
ေနာက္ဆံုးေတာ့ ဘာက်န္သလဲ
ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္
ငါကေတာ့စီးဆင္းဆဲ
စီးဆင္းျမဲ
“ေန” ဘယ္မွာ၀င္မလဲ
တေနရာရာေပါ့ကြာ
မေက်နပ္ရင္
ေနာက္ျမစ္ေကြ႕မွာေတြ႔မယ္
A Chen
2:24 am
28th April 2009
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